My gosh...what did I say! Ok, before I get started I want to say that I really do know that the Grammy's are for musicians, not for film makers. Stupid early morning typo. As long as we all know that, it's all good. Now, to possible juice! Yeasterday was a good day. My gimpy self isn't so gimpy anymore. I've been doing rehab for my ankle twice a day for the past two days and it no feels a lot better! Oh but you have to know what I do for rehab. Essentially, I was being put though electrical shock treatment. I'll explain: First, I stick my busted foot into a tub of ice water that have electrode in it. The electrodes aren't on yet but soon they are put on and my foot automatically begins to cramp up. My toes are at my heel!! Then they suddenly release and I can mostly relax, except for the fact that I have a frozen foot! But the treatment must work coz I can play now with just taping my anckle like any one else does. It's all good!!!~~~
Now, I don't want to sound embittered at all, cause I'm not, but I have a question for all. What's up with this dating thing? Is there truly a purpose but to make guys look dumb or for them to spend all their money on their date (make them look dumb)? I don't really know but I think that it's too much a difficult task for what it is. I totally believe in it myself, but why? I mean really. Sometimes, or most of the time, I wonder why guys waste their time. I know that we're all dogs, but I'm over that. What makes us do it again, and again and learn nothing from it? We really are dogs, aren't we? Sad. I think though that it could be easier if females could somehow help us out. Even though girls supposedly want the same things that guys do, there is that whole communication thing. I think that we guys throw out a line with the most colorful hook and girls will just star at it and wait for it to catch them. Now I think I know why guys like fishing: the fish actually go to the bait. Less work, less heartache. I think that if a girl notices, they should at least, the very least, nibble. That's all that I'd need to ease that queasy feeling that comes around when I don't know what to say around that one girl that I'm intently looking at. That's what I think would make for world peace... between the sexes. Well, I'm now off to green pastures and dairy cows. Not really, but it sounds pretty interesting doesn't it? Until then---

Ok... News! Not neccesarily good though. It's been a long week. I got hurt wednesday at practice and I can't move my ankle. It sucks being a gimp, especially since I don't get any more attention than ususal...Also, I had the chance of fianally playing in a soccer game this saturday but it's now ruined. It's horrible!! Anyway, here I am talking about my health...there's a reason for it. I have failed my task, but I'm over it. I think that the situation is better as is than as I thought I wanted it to be. I'm sure that you all have felt the same at some point. It sucks to feel this way but again, I'm over it. I've already moved on. I feel good. I think that I need to stop trying to boost my self esteem. If it's up I don't have to keep telling myself that...I'M ANNOYING MYSELF!!! Grrr...it's too late for this and I still have music theory homework!! Sucks!!~~~
Well Aaron, my roomate with the movie that I star in, if he could win a grammy for this film, would definitely get one! We had a preliminary showing yesterday early morning of the film without all of the music. It's so awesome! I tell you, the work has payed off. I thank him for the chance to work with him and I hope to be in another of his productions. He's go a site to visit and he may have a trailer on it. It'll be so much easier once my links page works but for your pleasure it's: www.geocities.com/hawaiianhaze/. I advise that you read his page, too. He has a lot more insight and better writing ability than I do.~~~
Beef jerky is great!! My roomate, Grant, just busted out a stash that he wasn't eating. It's sooo good!! If you don't like it, you should cause you can eat it all the time, and it lasts a while, too!! Wow!! this stuff that he has is even 97% fat free. Not that I really need that, but it's good none the less. My roomates and Christina (up the hall/could be roomate) think that I'm kinda weird about it but that's alright. I'm to tired to write anything even semi-philosophical or anything so I'll save it for later. Until then---

Hey, I think that I'm dying! Not really, but I got your attention didn't I? Well I think that this update will be short due to no new news yet, not even anything about my health! Plus, I'm really tired. I've stayed up way too late the past few days, mainly being online. Oh no!! I'm on again!! I think that it's a disease. Oh oh..that's something healthish, but it's just coincidence so far...So yeah, this post is going to cover today and yesterday coz I've been falling asleep before I could get any writing done on a paper due today nor on this web page. Sucks. Well, I'm off to bed to dream of what could happen tomorrow...there's always the possibility that I'll stop being a chicken. You never know. Until then---

It's been a while! Woah!! Three days since the last update...sorry guys. Been getting busy with schoolwork and I'm still trying to understand how to make my site more worthwhile to see. Yeah, so it still sucks...but you're still reading, ha ha! These past days have been mostly good. I finally will get an interveiw at the place that I'd love to get a job at. It's called Mars Music, and for those of you that don't know what that is, it's like the musicians Fry's Electronics...It's got everything!! And I'm thinking, "DISCOUNTS!!" My weekend so far has gone rather well (one day left...sucks!), and it started off with a win for the soccer team. Yay!! 1 and 5 baby!! Better than 0 and 6, for sure. Also, my roommate, Aaron's, film that I've been acting for has finally been completely shot. I'm lucky and I got to see what a lot of it looks like, I admit, raw but still looking very good so far. It looks like all the crap I put him though is going to pay off.~~~
The main thing that has put a damper on thing is that that cute girl that I just can't ask out (for some stupid reason) hasn't been around for me to see. We'll have to see about today, though. She may come to a concert with me and a lot of the people in the hall. I hope that she does. That'll be very nice. Myabe I won't be that stupid guy that I am for a few minutes and do what I think that I should and what I SO want. My really good friend has (since she's known about it) put a deadline on me asking this girl out. Like its that easy!! She thinks that I'm being "A stupid guy" about it. Dang women!! They almost always know what is right for you especially if they know you well. I wish that I could just get beyond the point of "Oh crap...I'm going to get shut down for sure" and get to "Well, if she shuts me down, I've still got my health." Lemme tell you...if I have a post about my health, you know what happened. So I leave it at that. Wish me luck, and some balls, cause today will, hopefully, be a better day than the rest. That has to be great! Until then---

Hey peeps! I'm going to try to make this site look and be even cooler thatn it already is (not too hard, huh?). But anyway, If I don't keep up with a post a day, don't sue me. It was an idea not a promise. Besides I've still got my "other things" to take care of. Hopefully, I can do what I need to do and not be a total "guy" about it. Well I'm off (my rocker) so I'll post you readers later. Until then---

Ok, I'm pissed off! At least I'm not getting pissed on. Yesterdays classes pretty much sucked...excepting one. My english class already always sucks because it's at 8 o'clock in the morning, but the fact that I forgot about all of the homework that was due made it all the worse. All I had to do was read but I still don't have the book!! Darn the crappy bookstore!!!! There are three people out of the twenty in the class that don't have them...me being one adn we had a QUIZ today. Luckily, I had music theory next and I got to see some of my good friends. Sure the class gets redundant sometimes but its the high point on a Tuesday. Then soccer...doesn't count as class...just SOOOO SORE! Then there's piano. I abhor the piano. you read right...I don't hate piano, I abhor piano. I knew that there was a reason why I never really had a superb desire to learn it like I have for EVERY OTHER MUSICAL INSTRUMENT! Grrrrrr!!... Enough on that next is the worst part. I get to my religion class, which sucks already because it's at 7 and it goes till 10, but I get into it with my professor! I already don't like him too much because he's Catholic (a priest no doubt!), but now I try to find out how HE wants the class to write OUR papers and he can't seem to tell me. He thinks that all that I'm doing is arguing with him while all I'm doing is trying to learn. Why don't you teach me? I don't understand it!!! How can someone be a teacher and not teach? That was a common problem at my alma mater...teachers with credentials...and that's all. They didn't know a thing about teaching, and probably still don't. They are corrupting the minds of all of their unfortunate students. They'll make the kids think 'teachers are always right...don't argue the teacher.' Boo to that!! I've always been an avid arguer (ask my parents) and I know when to draw the line but when there is something wrong or that I want to clarify I'm going to make it known! I will never understand the purpose of going through school thinking that the knowledge is going to be taught to you. I almost failed a lot of eighth grade because of that. Elementary schools are there to teach how to think on your own and create from that. If that gets taken away once you get older, what's the point in living. I figure that there is nothing new for you to contribute to this world, why are you still here? Find that purpose, go with it and see where it takes you. That's why I will never follow in my fathers footsteps. He's a Navy man and I'm proud of him for it, but I think that the military is something that can only be done by people that have a devotion only to this counrty's Commander in Chief, as many time that they may see the spot change. I couldn't do that, and I can't see a lot of people that are in the service now doing that well. I think that they're wasting something else good. On the other hand, there are those that should not be out in the civilian world. There is a place for everyone in the world, but you have to be open to find it. This has a little to do with this idea: I believe that at Disneyland, there is one place within the park that each person in the world could work. Only one, that would fit each their own personality. It's the same within the world. I just think that a lot of teachers have held that away from students and tried to make us into some part of this satanic capitalistic system. Well it may not be satanic, but it get's my point across. It's a shame that a fresh mind with fresh ideas can be wasted by the ones that are supposed to stimulate it. I leave it at that. Until then---

Quick blurb! Ok so the double post doesn't exist any more. Ha ha, I fooled you guys! Right. Until then---

Ok first things first... Sorry about the double post, I'm still new to this and I don't think that patience is one of my high qualities when it comes to computers. But hey you guys got two times the fun with that one! Right. Well it's halfway through the day that I hate the most: Tuesday. They SUCK now! I used to have the coolest schedule in high school on Tuesdays. Only one academic class, and that was if I felt like going really. Having that for three years kind of makes you want it even more. I miss it only in the sense that it was chill, but not in the sense that it was high school. It's amazing how much I have realized that I needed to go to college right after elementary school. Those were the days that I might have been able to... according to my grades then. I'll tell you what: middle school and high school were only an outlet of sociality and stress. It's amazing how someone that sure doesn't seem to care for his alma mater now, was the one person that cared about it the most while he was there. I can't believe why I ever did. I ran for president of the school why? I couldn't tell you now...I think that I was pressured into it really. I made myself believe that the school was wher I needed to put my efforts, and I guess the school wanted me to put my efforts there too since I got voted in. It's all a popularity contest anyway. I wouldn't have won had there been someone that wasn't less liked running against me...not to bag on my opponent but there are a lot of people that don't like him. I think it sucks because he's one of my good friends, but that's the way life is. I wonder how he would have done as president. I guess I'll never know but I do know that if we ever run against each other again, he can have the job...I believe that he'll do mighty fine. That's life though: One big trade off. You alway give up something to do something else. Don't you ever wonder what would have happened if you had made some other choices? I sure do. I'll share some of those another time. But I'm going to leave my thoughts, because this day SUCKS!! and I still have not been able to get my job done as any normal guy should. That stupid mind of mine again. I'll be in later. Until then---

Well, I'm back in! Alright I'm off to a good start...two entries for two days...I'm batting 1.000!! Well I hope that you all didn't miss me because I sure didn't. I'm a pretty boring guy...not really...I think. Nobody else really hinks that I'm boring and I can keep myself pretty entertained by myself. Sad isn't it?! Now I'm sure that you can tell that this site is not about much still and for that I apologize. Why, don't know,but I do. As of now I think that this site is going to be about my thoughts of the moment. Ok here we go: ...Blankness... still more blankness... and yet, more blankness. I think that I'm pretty bad at thinking at this time of the morning. Uh oh! My first thought on the web!! I'll post autographs later. That could be interesting... Anyway, I might go on with this writing what I'm thinking thing...although, right now I pretty much have a one-track mind. I've been trying to figure a way to get a date with this cute girl that lives by me but my mind keeps telling me that I have no chance. I hate my mind!!! It's too darn powerfull!! This type of thing was so easy only a month ago. I don't understand how quickly my mindset could change so dramatically. I used to be the encourager; the one to tell my friends, and myself, 'if you want it so bad, don't just talk about wanting it, go get it.' Now is one of the times that I wish I hadn't said something so intuitive because it makes me feel even worse when I don't follow it. I really don't see why I can't do this; I should just ask her out and be done with it but here I am, acting like a "stupid guy" (quoted from every person of the female sex), and I just can't do it. Why... I don't know!! I think that it's just that chromosome difference. Well now that I've pointed out my problem... potentially to the world, I should probably make an attempt to get this date. I like the idea of it, but we'll see how it goes. Hopefully a love story in the making. Until then---

Hey internet world! This is new to me so don't worry; it'll get better. Right now this site has nothing inperticular that it is about but I will so have a plan! Maybe it'll be all about my crazy thoughts...I might confuse all of my readers though...maybe not. Well I have college things to do now so I might get back to this at a later time today or just tomorrow. Until then---