My CPU is STUPID!!! Sorry for the lack of updates...My CPU is crashing on me leaving me bored and rather unsettled. It's amazing how relient I am on my CPU to get me though the day...whether it be by conversation with friends via "The IM Machine", or just playing music...my music or not. This sucks but in the midst of it all, I got a date last night with the origional girl that I talked about months ago. Amazing...yeah but no. A soon to be epic story that I'll probably be elaborating on more as the plot thickens...hopefully. I'll be back on and, once again, updating every couple of days as soon as possible so please continue to check up on this page about once every few days to see if my CPU has decided to submit to my demands. Until then---

Man! I'm feeling like crap! Sleep is becoming my best friend. I feel kind of sick so I'm trying to sleep as much as possible and eat soup and ice cream. I tell you: taking an Advil while eating soup then eating ice cream will get rid of any headache that you may incounter. It was an amazing discovery! I now know that I can survive the minor infractions that my body inflicts upon me. Yay! The life of a college student...
Ok so at work on Thursday, I got to sell a harmonica to a guy that had just gotten out of jail. Crazy character, but one of the most genuinely excitful, happy people that I've met in a long time. He was a great artist, too. He showed me his tattoos that he had drawn for the tattooer (I really don't know what to call the guy that was copying the picture) and they were awesome! I told him so and and this is how I found out that he'd just gotten out: "Yeah! You've got to find something to do when you're in the can!" The statment makes perfect sense and I'm glad that he did that instead of the list of other thing that he could have been doing...
I went to the beach for the second time since I've been to college last night and I am very bothered by the fact that beaches in Orange County close at 10 o'clock PM! I don't understand the concept of a beach closing. In San Diego County, the beaches are open all the time which makes sense. How can you close a beach? It's public property! There is actually a sign that says Beach Hours: 6:00AM - 10:00PM unless fishing 10:00PM - 6:00AM! I can't believe that. Especially the fact that no one has rebelled against the system on this one! I think that I'm planning on it right now! I am the WAR MONGER looking for justice of beach usage! Until then---

This computer almost had me going AWOL! I don't care whether I used AWOL in the right context (sorry Aaron!) but you know what I mean!...I almost could not update at all today! I am angry!! Grrrrr! Ok, my weak little-boy tantrum is over. I'll call my "Whaaaaambulance"...1-800 WHAAAAH.
Well, news on my new adventurous expedition...Taken. My adventure is over...not really failed or anything but I found that I was going for something that had already been . Ok...This analogy is getting hard to use... SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND!! Dang it..I quit!! I don't think that I will be adventuring anytime soon so no more stories about that for some time. Geez, I suck...going for a girl that is taken...what's that? Anyway, about that whaaaambulance...
I don't think that some things were meant to be and if forced, they are definitely not going to be something that are going to truly be enjoyed by either party. This applies to many things other than boy-girl relationships (and I'm NOT speaking of the people that claim gay at all here). We should all find what we need (I believe through GOD but I'm not preaching) and live only to serve the purpose or purposes that we were placed here for. The rest will fall into place without worry. Not being anxious is probably the most difficult thing for someone that has been told of great things for them or close ones. It must be left to be lived...It cannot be forced. Forcing it will not change a thing. It is as futile as me telling my already dicovered artifact to re-manifest itself...Not going to happen. But that dang analogy did. I promise not to use it again. As the waaaambulance comes to take me away, I know I saw you raise your hand to slap me. I know that is not the right quote (Smashing Pumpkins, "Lily"), but it's working for now. Until then---

Up late for no apparent reason. The day is gone, and another has begun...yet I am awake to see the change every night! What am I doing to myself?! I know that I think that sleeping is a waste of my time but if I don't keep up with it, I'll end up keeling over! I need to watch myself...The world is harsh on you, can't let it squander away the time we have here. Must take all the hours, one at a time, expand them and create with them. That's all time is good for: creation. Life as I know it is an explosion: you never will know exactly where the pieces will fall. Fire is unpredictable, so it is fun to play with or to, at the very least, watch. Life is unpredictable as well but must be experieced. LIVE!! Whether it be your choice to live a Christian life, a pagan life or even just trying to achieve true anarchy (which is impossible by the way, I used to think it was soooooo cool), LIVE. Be who you need to be to get out of the system. Corporate sucks!! I don't believe in capitalism, or communism, I think that it's all about socialism. Accepting and sure, it will come through to the masses and prove great. That is all, I must rest...Not Sleep!! Until then---

Dancing is fun! Not that fun, but I needed something to start off with. Today was fun, mostly. Watched us lose our last soccer game due to the worst call that I've ever seen in my history of playing soccer. We ended up losing 1-0 but that's okay coz I realize that I'll be free to do a lot more things that I want to do besides soccer. The only problem is that I know that I'll be keeping up my same eating habits meaning I'll become a fat slob...very soon. NOT GOOD! I must soon devise a "Don't Become A Fat Slob" plan that consists of working out...not eating less. I wouldn't want to do that.
I finally saw "Almost Famous" and I thought that it was great! I've seen a lot of movies this weekend...but anyway I really wanted t see it when it came out but I somehow missed it along with a plethera of other movies that I meant to see over the years. I'm definitely glad that I didn't just forget about this one. It's totally the way that I think I'm going to end up...almost famous. Never making it, although I will be putting out all of my efforts. Sad? Yeah but I'm over it...I don't know why though. A dream that is that easy to get over, must not be a dream. SO I guess that I'm really not over it. But I really don't think that I'll make it all the way for some weird reason. Maybe it's just me being stupid again...the DORK factor kicking in once again!
So, I don't know what it is, but I think that I might have finally found another girl that I think would be someone worth dating. Yet another adventure in that wonderful world of TRYING to get a date. WelI think that now I'll be working on my plan of attack...right...Until then---

YEAH!!! Through much trial and tribulation, my Morrison & Weiland page should be ready for action...not that it's going to get any...But I've spent a good amount of time trying to make it a site worthwhile to see. And yes, I've been doing this instead of updating this page. Oh, so sad. I'm sure that I was sorely missed. I know I missed you...
Anyway, soccer ends today. I'm sad but relieved because I know that we should be going on to the tournament because we're a darn good team, yet the most unlucky, but I'm glad that I'll have more time for other things for a while. I'll miss soccer though...It is life even if I didn't make roster. Just practicing everyday made me happy. I sound so pathetic. Oh well. Next season, Panthers...next season.
Well, all I have to say is: Monsters, Inc., great movie! Saw it yesterday with eight other college students and we were the only ones in the theater that didn't have any little kids attached. That's okay though; it was enjoyed by all. It's another day of living which requires sleep prior to it so I'm going to get on that immediately. The sun will shine brighter in the day. Until then---